变

为什么？
人真的那么容易改变？
改变就一定要做到这种地步？
你只是在逃避...
那件事后你变了很多，
我不能阻止你改变，
但至少你不要累坏自己。
对，你冷淡了很多，
不过我就是那么犯贱，
我还是要对你说，
照顾自己，多休息，
不要累坏，累的话，
你不嫌弃的话，
有我在，我陪你，
随时，只要你需要人陪...

sad...die...

haiz...
nice...9day holiday...
no 1day i didnt misd u...
but i afraid to find u...
i scare i bothering u...
i scare u feel noise...
haha...
i didnt find u...
u never find me...
never ever...
yea...
becoz i juz ntg to u...
a ppl can appear or disappear oso ntg change in ur life, ur mood de ppl...
i knw tat situation...
but i cant without u...
everyday thinking of u...
everyday sad becoz of u...
yea...i stupid, fool, idiot ,silly...
but i love u and i cant control myself...
cant stop...
kee aiwei...
i.love u...=(
i need u...=(
i need ur hug...=(

late...

haha...i'm late...
i late 18 year to knw u...
see ur recently status...
i knw u hav many memory wif ur friend...
haha...
tis few day feel very down...
i realise...
if i no find u, u oso wont find me...
for u, i not important at all...
neither i am disappear or not...
yea...
i juz knw u not enuf one year...
but i oso dunno the reason...
how come u can hav such.important place in my heart...
everyday wake up, 1st thing i do is check my phone to see wherether u got find me or not...
yea...agn and agn...
the answer is no...
but i still cant stop tis...
once my phone ringing, i hope is u,
i check it immediately...
yea...same answer...
everytime i open fb, neither phone or laptop...
1st thing i do is go ur wall...see ur status...
i juz wanna knw u more...
if u wish...
if i can...
i willing to spend my 18years to knw ur 18years be4 and knw ur everything...
i juz wanna knw u girl...
i love u girl...tat hopeless hope...

u r important to me...

hey girl...
u knw how important of u to me...?
really...everyday wake up, 1st thing is thinking u...
every night be4 slp...i will go ur fb...
i not wanna stalk u...
i juz wanna knw u...
1st day knw u i knw u very special,
but, tat time, i never knw tat,
u can so important for me now,
my brain 80% is u...
everyday... my mood is depend on u...
always heard ppl say "cant live without u"...
now only i knw tat feel...tat means..
hahaha...
but juz only me...
to u...watever whr am i...
watever who am i...
dosent.matter for u...
i juz ntg to u...
hahaha...agn...cruel but true...
girl i really love u...
really need u...
if gt the chance...i never ever let u go...
i wan u become mine...
but tat juz imagine...
coz i wont hav tat chance...
hahaha...anyway...
i juz wanna let u knw...
u very importatnt to me...
thinking about u ady become a part.in my life...
girl i love u...

U dont knw...

heyyy...
actually...gt many thing u dunno...
u knw y i can suddenlly mood down...?
u knw y i always late slp...?
u knw y i keep sport...?
u knw...?
haha...watever...all is my own problem...i stupid...
i can suddenlly mood down becoz of u...
i slp late juz becoz waiting for ur msg...hope u will remembere...find me...
i keep.sport juz becoz u say u dun.like me fat...becoz i wan make myself.tired...otherwise i will thinking of u till cant slp...

haha...my problem...
i too stupid...
i knw the story ending but still wan continue...
i knw i not tat ppl.u wan but still cant giv up...
i knw...but i cant control...

haha...everytime find u...
u r busy...u r talking phone...
so i juz can wait till be4 u slp...
but tat time...we juz chat a little bit time...
u going slp ady...
hahahaha...waiting whole day juz wait the no until 10 msg...
wat a stupid guy...
be4 meet u...i never do tis...
u r the 1st ppl.let me do such stupid thing but still feel worth...
hahaha...
actually ...who.am i for u....?
can u tell me...?
haha~ofcoz u wont, coz tis blog only myself.knw...
no.other ppl knw...
tis is da only.place i can.show all my feelling...
i juz dare show at here...
hahaha...useless...
girl...i love u...
hope u can be mine ...
hope...

hug

hug...
girl...ur hug are so wonderfull...
haha...tat day say i wan ur hug...
ur hug r very great...u ask me still.remember...
haha...sure i remember...
i.love ur hug...
girl...do u remember tat...
tat day we hug in front of library a long long time...
i was so happy...
the most great hug i ever try...
hug u...ur smell...
i very love...
haha...
but now...
everything is change...
so sad about tat...
girl i love u...
girl...
i need ur hug...
i nees it forever...
i hope i can hug u everday...
i hope everday hug u and slp...
i hope every morning wake up is hugging u...
i hope ur hug r mine...only mine...
i hope ...hahahaha...
again i hope...
but it is totally hopeless for.me...
haha...

520

hey girl...
haha...
juz saw ur new status from fb...
i still remember...
tat day 1st time knw u is 20 may 2012...
520...
haha...i still remember tat day caowen ask me ply badminton wif u and xin en them...gt chia pay summore...
haha...tat day after badminton u drive xin en car and we go to staff apartment...
1st day meet u...u r so special...
so pretty...but i no dare talk.to u...
u giv me a very different feel...
tat day gt so many special thing happen...
dinner...tat cafe's light off becoz of yanyang-.-
after me and cw dinner...we saw u at base of hostel...u r eating yanyang bring for u eh steamboat...
2nd time meet u...
u r very active...my kind of girl...haha...
after tat...i bring my homework go cafe borrow rachel...ahh sin oso thr...
then suddenly  a bird shit drop on my paper-.-
after tat i saw u is coming...
then u come to our place...
i juz wan joking wif u...
act an emo face say my bad luck...
u open.ur hand and giv a small hug...
tat time i were stunned...
so great feel...haha...
yea...u juz simply...a small action...
and notva real hug...juz act...
but i really feel wonderfull...
actually...tat momemt i giv ur electric shock dao liao...xD
haha...and tat time.i.wont.knw tat...
u.r so important to me now...
and i dun knw...i love u so much now...
but tis love is only.from.me...
u totally no feel.wif me...juz sympathy...haha...cruel...
i remember all things...
i still remember...
haha...but sure u wont remember...
coz i juz ntg to.u...
haha...girl i love u...
really...i hope be.ur bf...
haha...but juz.hope...
haha...:(