late...

haha...i'm late...
i late 18 year to knw u...
see ur recently status...
i knw u hav many memory wif ur friend...
haha...
tis few day feel very down...
i realise...
if i no find u, u oso wont find me...
for u, i not important at all...
neither i am disappear or not...
yea...
i juz knw u not enuf one year...
but i oso dunno the reason...
how come u can hav such.important place in my heart...
everyday wake up, 1st thing i do is check my phone to see wherether u got find me or not...
yea...agn and agn...
the answer is no...
but i still cant stop tis...
once my phone ringing, i hope is u,
i check it immediately...
yea...same answer...
everytime i open fb, neither phone or laptop...
1st thing i do is go ur wall...see ur status...
i juz wanna knw u more...
if u wish...
if i can...
i willing to spend my 18years to knw ur 18years be4 and knw ur everything...
i juz wanna knw u girl...
i love u girl...tat hopeless hope...

u r important to me...

hey girl...
u knw how important of u to me...?
really...everyday wake up, 1st thing is thinking u...
every night be4 slp...i will go ur fb...
i not wanna stalk u...
i juz wanna knw u...
1st day knw u i knw u very special,
but, tat time, i never knw tat,
u can so important for me now,
my brain 80% is u...
everyday... my mood is depend on u...
always heard ppl say "cant live without u"...
now only i knw tat feel...tat means..
hahaha...
but juz only me...
to u...watever whr am i...
watever who am i...
dosent.matter for u...
i juz ntg to u...
hahaha...agn...cruel but true...
girl i really love u...
really need u...
if gt the chance...i never ever let u go...
i wan u become mine...
but tat juz imagine...
coz i wont hav tat chance...
hahaha...anyway...
i juz wanna let u knw...
u very importatnt to me...
thinking about u ady become a part.in my life...
girl i love u...

U dont knw...

heyyy...
actually...gt many thing u dunno...
u knw y i can suddenlly mood down...?
u knw y i always late slp...?
u knw y i keep sport...?
u knw...?
haha...watever...all is my own problem...i stupid...
i can suddenlly mood down becoz of u...
i slp late juz becoz waiting for ur msg...hope u will remembere...find me...
i keep.sport juz becoz u say u dun.like me fat...becoz i wan make myself.tired...otherwise i will thinking of u till cant slp...

haha...my problem...
i too stupid...
i knw the story ending but still wan continue...
i knw i not tat ppl.u wan but still cant giv up...
i knw...but i cant control...

haha...everytime find u...
u r busy...u r talking phone...
so i juz can wait till be4 u slp...
but tat time...we juz chat a little bit time...
u going slp ady...
hahahaha...waiting whole day juz wait the no until 10 msg...
wat a stupid guy...
be4 meet u...i never do tis...
u r the 1st ppl.let me do such stupid thing but still feel worth...
hahaha...
actually ...who.am i for u....?
can u tell me...?
haha~ofcoz u wont, coz tis blog only myself.knw...
no.other ppl knw...
tis is da only.place i can.show all my feelling...
i juz dare show at here...
hahaha...useless...
girl...i love u...
hope u can be mine ...
hope...

hug

hug...
girl...ur hug are so wonderfull...
haha...tat day say i wan ur hug...
ur hug r very great...u ask me still.remember...
haha...sure i remember...
i.love ur hug...
girl...do u remember tat...
tat day we hug in front of library a long long time...
i was so happy...
the most great hug i ever try...
hug u...ur smell...
i very love...
haha...
but now...
everything is change...
so sad about tat...
girl i love u...
girl...
i need ur hug...
i nees it forever...
i hope i can hug u everday...
i hope everday hug u and slp...
i hope every morning wake up is hugging u...
i hope ur hug r mine...only mine...
i hope ...hahahaha...
again i hope...
but it is totally hopeless for.me...
haha...

520

hey girl...
haha...
juz saw ur new status from fb...
i still remember...
tat day 1st time knw u is 20 may 2012...
520...
haha...i still remember tat day caowen ask me ply badminton wif u and xin en them...gt chia pay summore...
haha...tat day after badminton u drive xin en car and we go to staff apartment...
1st day meet u...u r so special...
so pretty...but i no dare talk.to u...
u giv me a very different feel...
tat day gt so many special thing happen...
dinner...tat cafe's light off becoz of yanyang-.-
after me and cw dinner...we saw u at base of hostel...u r eating yanyang bring for u eh steamboat...
2nd time meet u...
u r very active...my kind of girl...haha...
after tat...i bring my homework go cafe borrow rachel...ahh sin oso thr...
then suddenly  a bird shit drop on my paper-.-
after tat i saw u is coming...
then u come to our place...
i juz wan joking wif u...
act an emo face say my bad luck...
u open.ur hand and giv a small hug...
tat time i were stunned...
so great feel...haha...
yea...u juz simply...a small action...
and notva real hug...juz act...
but i really feel wonderfull...
actually...tat momemt i giv ur electric shock dao liao...xD
haha...and tat time.i.wont.knw tat...
u.r so important to me now...
and i dun knw...i love u so much now...
but tis love is only.from.me...
u totally no feel.wif me...juz sympathy...haha...cruel...
i remember all things...
i still remember...
haha...but sure u wont remember...
coz i juz ntg to.u...
haha...girl i love u...
really...i hope be.ur bf...
haha...but juz.hope...
haha...:(

sad

haha...
tis few day totally down...
sad...
emo...
when i see u find yc teach u...
i so envy him...
but i oso not qualify to say anything...
hahaha...
so sad when i saw all friend were pair and pair...
yea...i'm single...
i fall in a impossible love...
i knw the answer ady...
but i still cant dun love u...
actually even myself oso dunno the reason...
why u can make me love u so much?
why i cant stop thinking of u?
everyday thinking of u...
when i eating i'll think hav u eating...
when i wake up i 'll think hav u wake up ady or not...
when i gonna slp i'll think iszit u slp ady...or u still chating wif.friend...
i cant stop thinking of u...
everyday when i open.my eyes...
the 1st thing is open my phone...
check.wherethere u gt find me or not...
haha...
but everytime are the same ans...
no...
never happen be4...
i really wonder why u can so attract me...
u r the 1st girl make me love so.much...
1st girl tat i so care...
1st girl tat i cant stop thinking...
1st girl tat make me so afraid i loss u...
1st girl tat i really love...love till cant.control myself...
haha...
but i knw tat u impossible will fall in love to me...
and actually i oso.ntg for u...
i not important to u...
all is i imagine myself...
haha...
nvm...i'm.still loving u...
u go ahead do watever u like...
u juz need remember gt wat happen oso can find me...
i'll try my best to help u...
i always by ur side...
i love girl...
I LOVE U <3

dont...

girl...
pls dont push me away...
u knw i love u...
u never knw tat feel when u push me away...
yea...we r impossible...
but i still cant without u...
anyway...
tis is juz for me...
for u...
maybe i juz ntg...
can push away anytime and find me bck anytime as ur wish...
yea...i so cheap...
but i still will follow ur wish...
i can do anything if u happy...
i'll try my best...
but...
pls stop it...pls dont push me away...
it really make me hurt...
really sad...

take care girl...

hey girl...
care urself pls...
yesterday see u so suffer...
i oso suffer...
i dunwan see u so suffer...
girl pls...
care urself well...
yup...i knw tat is ur body...
u understand more...
but pls dun try till extreme...
girl...
pls eating on time...
dun follow ur mood...
dun diet...
pls dun try ur body's extreme...
dun eat or drink cool thing while u mc...
pls dun keep eat ice...
i knw u like it...but eat too much ice really not good for girl...
pls dun walking in.the rain...
i knw u like tat feel...
but dun keep do tat pls...
at least dun do tat while heavy rain...
and at least go shower after u do tat...
pls girl...dun always hangout till night...
yea...u stronger than other girl...
but u still a girl...a pretty girl...
plying till night very dangerous for girl...
and ur way bck ur mum home is so dark...
ur beside ur grandpa home gt such weird neighbour...
so pls dun ply till late...
girl...pls care urself well...
pls...

feel...

i really hate tat feel...
everytime i find u chat...
u look very busy or wanna stop our conversation fster...
haha...maybe chat wif me very boring...
maybe i too bother...
sry too bother u...

...

term 3 start...
great...the only chance can sit beside u...
economy time...
now change...
i no chance sit beside u in class anymore...
sad case...
haha... everything is change...
especially u...
term 1...i almost beside u whole day...
we sport 2gether...
exam...every night i go study area wif u...
u knw...i really like tat time...
but everything is change...
now we totally no chance study 2gether...
yuppp...i not clever...cant teach u...
and i'll make u no mood study...
term 3 start...
very fst... foundation gonna finished...
i really afraid when i knw we r different class when degree...
now... at least i can see u everyday...
haha...our gap.become more far...
pain...
u knw...
now i feel we r very far even u juz stand beside me...
haha...i such a idiot...
yuppp...i love u...
yuppp... i knw i no chance...
yuppp...i juz ntg...
sry about bother u...
i should wake up...
stop dreamming about u...
hopeless...
but...i really love u...
even i knw u never ever love me...
haha...all is my imagine...
sry... but i love u <3

P.A.I.N.

pain...
girl u knw...
so pain when u say not my business...
my mood suddenly down ...
downnn...
downnn...
downnn...
ya...i really no qualify wan u tell me everything...
no qualify wan u listen to me...
no qualify be ur bf...
even the qualify to love u oso no...
u got ppl who u like...
i definally no chance...
but i still loving u...
even u treat me like ntggg...
even u feel me bother...
i still loving u...
u r the 1st ppl tat i so love u in my 18 years life...
sorry bother u...
i try to stop...
but really tough to me...
sorry...
i love u girl......

miss u...

girl...i miss u...
u say 2 week dunwan reply me...
haha...for u really easy to do tis...
but i'm very suffer...very pain...
but i dun hav tat qualify to wan u reply me...
even now i no dare to find u...
coz i afraid u dun reply me...
i'll more pain...
i useless...
girl...actually i hope u can understand...
i love u... i love u till cant control myself...
i keep follow all thing about u...
i not wan stalk u...
i juz wanna knw u...
sorryyy...making troble agn...
I love U girl...

suffering...

hey girl...
agn and agn...
my heart like almost slit...
juz becoz of ur action, status, word...
i knw...i'm not ppl who u like...
all is my imagine...
i dont want ur sympathy...
but i really very suffer...
i really love u...
u r the 1st ppl make me feel like tis...
u t the 1st ppl make me so sad...
yuppp...u got many fans ...
i juz a rubbish...
not the true option for u...
no money...
no face...
no inteligent...
no good temple...
no humour...
no brain...
no body...
i'm juz nothing...
u got so many better choice...
i cant do anything...
i love u...really love u...


i trying to stop...
i knw i bring many troble for u...
sorry...become the barrier of u...
i'll stop bring troble for u anymore...
sorry about bother u so long time...
i no qualify even the qualify to love u...
sorry about my lack of self knowledge...
sorry...i'll stop all of this...
SORRY...

Hope...=)

Today...
U bring us go dinner...
I so happy coz receive ur call...
Althought juz for ask us dinner...
I help u care ur bro...
He sit on my shoulder...
Cc say u, me and ur bro juz like a family...
Actually, i really feel gud to heard tis...
I hope u and me can become real family...
I hope i can help u care ur bro forever, dun let u so tired...
I hope someday i can carry u juz like i carry ur bro...
I hope can be ur bf...
I hope u can be my girl...
I hope u are mine...
I hope...I hope...
Night...
Girl, I love u=)

Tired...

Tired...
I'm very tired...
Everyday face to so many problem...
Family...School...Money...and U....
Can I juz leave all things and have a trip alone...
BEACH...
Long long time didnt go...
I love the feel at beach...
So good when listen the sound of wave...
So good when lying beside a big tree....
So good when dive into the water...
When i can go agn...
I really want have a trip alone if i can...
At least one day...let me stay alone...
Let me clear my mind...
let me enjoy alone...
I wish i can...=)))

Hey...tat Girl...

Hey...tat girl...
I knw we r impossible...
I knw we have a huge gap between us....
I knw I'm not u want...
I knw I juz ur friend...
I knw u won't love me...
I knw I very bother...
I knw...I knw...

But I really love u...
My whole day's mood r depend on u...
I love ur smile...
I love ur action...
I love ur heart...
I love ur smell...
I love ur Hug...

U'll never knw, when u ignore me, how my heart pain...
U'll never knw, when u talking about ur friend, I feel how far between us...
U'll never knw, when i see ur smile, my world become meaningful...
U'll never knw, what is the reason of I always slp late...
U'll never knw...

yuppp...u juz treat me like a friend...
is me think too much...
is me dreaming...

I'm a fool...fool of love u without limit...
I don't knw how to control even I knw we r impossible...

But...can u juz let me love u like tis...
I don't except u can accept me...

But can I juz continous my love for u...?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60FRtFFmKXM