feel...

i really hate tat feel...
everytime i find u chat...
u look very busy or wanna stop our conversation fster...
haha...maybe chat wif me very boring...
maybe i too bother...
sry too bother u...

...

term 3 start...
great...the only chance can sit beside u...
economy time...
now change...
i no chance sit beside u in class anymore...
sad case...
haha... everything is change...
especially u...
term 1...i almost beside u whole day...
we sport 2gether...
exam...every night i go study area wif u...
u knw...i really like tat time...
but everything is change...
now we totally no chance study 2gether...
yuppp...i not clever...cant teach u...
and i'll make u no mood study...
term 3 start...
very fst... foundation gonna finished...
i really afraid when i knw we r different class when degree...
now... at least i can see u everyday...
haha...our gap.become more far...
pain...
u knw...
now i feel we r very far even u juz stand beside me...
haha...i such a idiot...
yuppp...i love u...
yuppp... i knw i no chance...
yuppp...i juz ntg...
sry about bother u...
i should wake up...
stop dreamming about u...
hopeless...
but...i really love u...
even i knw u never ever love me...
haha...all is my imagine...
sry... but i love u <3

P.A.I.N.

pain...
girl u knw...
so pain when u say not my business...
my mood suddenly down ...
downnn...
downnn...
downnn...
ya...i really no qualify wan u tell me everything...
no qualify wan u listen to me...
no qualify be ur bf...
even the qualify to love u oso no...
u got ppl who u like...
i definally no chance...
but i still loving u...
even u treat me like ntggg...
even u feel me bother...
i still loving u...
u r the 1st ppl tat i so love u in my 18 years life...
sorry bother u...
i try to stop...
but really tough to me...
sorry...
i love u girl......

miss u...

girl...i miss u...
u say 2 week dunwan reply me...
haha...for u really easy to do tis...
but i'm very suffer...very pain...
but i dun hav tat qualify to wan u reply me...
even now i no dare to find u...
coz i afraid u dun reply me...
i'll more pain...
i useless...
girl...actually i hope u can understand...
i love u... i love u till cant control myself...
i keep follow all thing about u...
i not wan stalk u...
i juz wanna knw u...
sorryyy...making troble agn...
I love U girl...

suffering...

hey girl...
agn and agn...
my heart like almost slit...
juz becoz of ur action, status, word...
i knw...i'm not ppl who u like...
all is my imagine...
i dont want ur sympathy...
but i really very suffer...
i really love u...
u r the 1st ppl make me feel like tis...
u t the 1st ppl make me so sad...
yuppp...u got many fans ...
i juz a rubbish...
not the true option for u...
no money...
no face...
no inteligent...
no good temple...
no humour...
no brain...
no body...
i'm juz nothing...
u got so many better choice...
i cant do anything...
i love u...really love u...


i trying to stop...
i knw i bring many troble for u...
sorry...become the barrier of u...
i'll stop bring troble for u anymore...
sorry about bother u so long time...
i no qualify even the qualify to love u...
sorry about my lack of self knowledge...
sorry...i'll stop all of this...
SORRY...